How many self help books do you have to read before you get that knot out of your Molly Mormon gut that keeps telling you that you have failed. My first step to the journey of Zen is rediscovering that happiness can be redefined and who are we to impower a culture to have us dissappear because we decide to find strength and go agains't the norm.
So what am I saying here. After 25 years of a horrible, abusive, destructive living I surfaced and took a breath. Then I hauled my kids up and we started to heal. The thing that sucks though, is that damage is like a rotten tatoo that everyone kind of looks at but no one can really make it all dissappear. The answer.....the secret...ugh. no. Oprah and the Power of Now..maybe. How about just looking in the mirror and being bloody grateful that someone had the tenacity to get up and get out. Yeah Momma!
Yeah kids, yeah everyone! Zen....Faith.. whatever it is going to take to find me again and find the wholeness I once felt. This is my journey. Come Join me.
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