Thursday, July 10, 2014

In my Heart Only


So, Ive been through something that was pretty hard. Unfortunately everyone around me is so tired or jeez, I don't know, disinterested in it that I crashed and burned all in my lonesome and I think I had a huge AHA moment.

I have always gauge my life and those in by the interaction I had with my mother. That being said, "do my kids treat me the way I treated my mother?" and what can  do to have value in their lives.

I learned yesterday that the answer is nothing. For so many years I have fought to prove my value and yesterday I realized I should never have to do that. If they couldn't take the time to care over this then there's not much else to say.

Stpping away now.

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